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All of Us Atoms

A Memoir

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All of Us Atoms

By: Holly Dawson
Narrated by: Helena Bonham Carter
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You tell me we are made of seven billion billion billion atoms. I can feel every one of them as I write this all down. It’s a rush to feel that, like falling in love. Remembering is like falling in love with you, with us, again and again.

What makes us who we are? What stories do we inherit – and leave behind?

Faced with the prospect of losing her memory, a writer revisits the moments that changed her – from childhood to motherhood, loss and ill-health. Through shifting pronouns and perspectives, moving across place and time, each piece twists the kaleidoscope of existence to make sense of the present through the past. From the opening battle between her brain and her body, a conversation emerges between her collection of selves: the Daughter, the Sister, the Dancer, the Gardener, the Mother, the Girl-Who-Read-Woolf. Reliving her journey of becoming, she unpicks the fabric of fact and experience to stitch a new tapestry of personhood, both real and imaginary, mundane and profound.

All of Us Atoms offers a tender portrait of the tension between our drive to make sense of things and the freedom that comes from throwing categories away. It heralds the arrival of a major new literary voice, urging us to reframe and reclaim our own stories and revel in our mutable, messy, multitudinous selves. Women Memoir Human Brain
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I listened to this book while I was in hospital with pneumonia and absolutely loved it. Full disclosure, I went to the same school as Holly so I have a personal affection for her, though she was a few years below me so we weren't friends as such. We were both in the theatre crowd so I knew her a little.
Listening to her story was painful and beautiful. Her writing is poetic and mesmerising but the story so heartbreaking at times.
It was incredibly nostalgic hearing of Holly's childhood and teenage years in Cornwall, where I also grew up. I recognised some of those experiences and certainly the dark years of teenage angst.
For some reason I felt so much more compassion for Holly's younger self than I ever have for my own. The transience of memory, the desperate need to hold on to what is precious, is viscerally captured. She put into words so many feelings I've had but couldn't have named.
A really incredible book - not like anything I've read before.




Mesmerising and deeply effiecting

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