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Lowkey Chaotic

Lowkey Chaotic

By: Zoë Lilou
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☀️Currently on summer break. Season 2 loading…☀️ Lowkey Chaotic feels like sitting inside Zoë Lilou’s mind as she tries to untangle love, shame, identity, ambition, and self-destruction in real time - raw enough to make people feel exposed, but honest enough to make them feel less alone.Zoë Lilou Social Sciences
Episodes
  • I'm Tired of My Own Narrative

    I'm Tired of My Own Narrative
    Jun 24 2026

    Before disappearing for summer, I wanted to leave you with one final thought: I think I'm tired of my own narrative.

    In this episode, we're talking about sobriety, growing pains, outgrowing old versions of ourselves, and why I think I've reached the point where I need fewer revelations and more experiences.

    Thank you for spending this season with me.

    See you after summer.
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    40 mins
  • Why Do We Want Validation From People Who Don't Care?

    Why Do We Want Validation From People Who Don't Care?
    Jun 9 2026

    I met someone in LA and immediately found myself doing what so many of us do: trying to prove I was worth getting to know.

    In this episode, we're talking about validation, attention, self-worth, and why one person's indifference can sometimes outweigh the appreciation of hundreds of others.

    Because the question isn't why they didn't see us.

    The question is why we keep letting strangers decide whether we're worth seeing.
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    46 mins
  • I Think I've Been Wrong About a Few Things

    I Think I've Been Wrong About a Few Things
    May 28 2026

    a little life update from california.

    in this episode, i share a realization i've been having about how my first relationship - and the abuse that existed within it - may have shaped my relationship to intimacy in ways i didn't fully understand until now.

    we also talk about procrastination, routine, perspective shifts, and a few things that have been making more sense lately.
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    49 mins
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